Sacrifice – the meaning and myths of it.
We talk about sacrifice in various contexts but only seldom is it true. For instance, we call sacrifice the fact that we raise our children in a healthy environment, providing them with all that we did not have. “I sacrificed myself for the sake of my children. I gave them more than I ever had when growing up.” They usually refer to cars, driving licences they paid for, the latest smartphones/iPhones, a flat, diplomas they paid for, etc. Possessions mainly. Is that truly sacrifice? No, it is not. It is our responsibility as parents to provide for them if we chose to become ones BUT not what the above-mentioned people think they should.
Our children already have MORE than we had in childhood because they were born in a different era, with different social, economic environments and they meet different types of people and facts of life than we did. DUH!
“I did not divorce my abusive husband (emotional abuse is worse than whatever physical wounds he might have inflicted) because of my children. They love their father.” Such a lie! This is not sacrifice, it’s an excuse of cowardice or a motivation of the incapacity to leave him because you don’t have the money to support yourself (pay the court fees, maybe a lawyer’s fees as well, buy a home or even rent one, etc) and your kids without his income. Either because he has always been the financial provider and you were a homemaker or because your income is not sufficiently high due to your lack of a well-paid job that is the consequence of your failure to complete your education or, nowadays, due to the poor job market. This is the truth. You do not sacrifice yourself in staying in a relationship, even if it has nothing to do with abuse of any kind, you sacrifice your children. Why? Because they can FEEL the lack of love between their parents even if they never argue or fight, even if they fake it. They are forced to live a lie that will shape their way of relating to people and handicap their adulthood romances either by making them insensitive/terrified by feelings/emotions or transforming them into jerks, even narcissists who believe EVERY partner should be like their mother and if they are not, they should be punished in whatever way they chose in order to correct them and make them a projection of the mother figure. (repeating the father figure’s behaviour)
“I did not re-marry after my divorce. I didn’t want my child to have a stranger in the house.” First of all, the man who loves you and you love him is not a stranger. Secondly, did you ask your child what they need? Thirdly, are you frigid that you are more afraid of what your child MIGHT say if you considered re-marrying than your own needs? Fourthly, life itself is a risk. No one can predict the outcome of relationships. Does that mean we never try? No. Moreover, if you are planning to get married then your child already knows him. Didn’t you SEE how your child reacted to him before, how he was with your child? Where exactly is your sacrifice?! Nowhere. You are terrified of yet another divorce or ending and throw it on your kid. How shallow.
Examples of true sacrifices:
“He rushed into the burning building to save the people trapped in it. The people made it out. He didn’t.” I know, you will say it was his job as a firefighter or … if he wasn’t a firefighter, they were his friends…blah, blah. How many times did YOU do this for others?! When did you last risk your life to save others without ANY hidden agenda?! …. EXACTLY!
“She was 24 when her son was diagnosed with liver failure. He needed a new one. He was only 5 and had a whole life ahead of him. She volunteered to give her liver to her son.” Need I explain?!
“The cashier was looking at the masked individual with a gun pointed at her face in terror. He was demanding the money in the till. She was paralyzed with fear. The man was yelling “Give me the money, bitch! Move! I shoot you, you bitch!” She was unable to move. Her boss came from inside the pawn shop and tried to talk the assailant down. She only remembers the sound of the shot and the blood on her face. Her boss lying on the white tiled floor spotted with red puddles and then …. police sirens.
Need more? I think not. There are so many instances in which people TRULY sacrifice themselves BUT no one gives a damn on THAT. Sad…